I must laugh, I really must

I think sometimes I just need to laugh. I need to laugh at mistakes that I have made in life. I must learn to laugh at how poorly my judgement had been in the past. I just have to laugh.

Laughing is not avoidance. Laughing shows that I have already let go of the painful past. I must have looked like a fool to be the one being 'dumped' at the end of the day, but why, just laugh it out!

Laughing makes me cry too. I have shed way too much tears. Laughing masks my tears.

Really, I should just laugh.