Maybe it isn't

Maybe it isn't a crush.

My heart does not palpitate anymore. My cheeks don't flush. I feel monotous. I almost don't smile to myself like a crazy girl anymore. My weight doesn't drop (in fact I gained!). My metabolism does not hike up. We could be on the phone without talking verbally. I no longer find myself on cloud nine. Sometimes we run out of conversation.. and I wonder, why?

I think it isn't a crush.

I might be wrong before.

I think this is reality.....

Why do I still feel so uncertain?


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