I saw it coming

I saw it coming. I knew I would have to meet with reality and wake up from my hopes and dreams. Maybe that was why I dreaded flying 12 hours here to a foreign land.. a kingdom who once conquered my land. I don't mind really, but shaking hands with the reality is painful. I saw it coming but I was in denial. I did not want to think of the worst case scenario. I put things aside and pretend everything would be fine.

It is not. It is going downhill. It is supposed to be painful but unconsciously I have expected it.. maybe it does not feel that bad. Then again, I may be in denial, you see? I do not mean the things I state.

Then again.. I may just be yet another confused girl. Why am I blogging 5.30am in the morning?!?!


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